I can do this!!!!

This weekend I had so many emotions running through me it was ridiculous. At first, when getting to the workshop I was excited just to see the difference in signing from different places, to meeting new faces. Never did I think I would leave there as discouraged as I was. It wasn't because of the material presented, it was the people I met and their attitudes. Now, don't get me wrong not all were as evil as others, but I felt as if I had ITP student tatted across my forehead, and it was some sort of disease. When I went to the workshop in Pa. the first thing that was talked about was how ITP were backstabbing, never did I think I would experience it this early in the game. BUT...Then I talked to some people that seem to really care about me, and have faith in me. They taught me I need to have a bit of an attitude when it comes to this profession, and that I've come to far to let some workshop discourage me. I CAN DO THIS, granted its been hard as hell the past couple of weeks, but I must think POSITIVE!!!!

What a weekend it was. This weekend was the Skills and written exam workshop, and you talk about a lot of information. I never truly believed the Bible book was such untill this weekend. I think it might be a little mightier..lol, jus kiddin. I learned a lot though. Some things were still a little unclear, but it was still very educational for me. Now, Im just mentally and physically drained, and
I'm trying to get ready for this Terp Expo coming up. This week is supposed to Spring Break, but its been just that. I worked Sun-Tues midnights, now I gotta sick one with near bronchitis, Tys in Fla., and I'm about to pull my hair out. So much to do, not enough time...Ahhhh. Breathe, things are gonna be fine, just take one step at a time..You see as an interpreter Ive began talking myself into positive mode..lol. Well, signing off for now, hopefully the sun will lift my spirits!!

What a week

Well it's only Monday and I think we all wanted to cry for a second today. The class got tag teamed today by both instructors which was kinda Intimidating but helpful at the same time. I myself wanted to pee my pants but it's nice getting feed back from both teachers. This is the last week before spring break and it don't even seem like it. I been practicing my vocabulary and were getting ready for practicuum and I'm scared to death. Both Instructors stressed confidence today in which that is where I am lacking. I wish there was some sort of pill I could take to induce confidence. : )!! This weekend is our workshop in Pa. I'm hoping that will boost my esteem. Guess will find out. Hopefully I don't have a break down there... Ahhhh

So its been a while since I been on here, but I'm sure with all the things about to happen I will have plenty of time to catch up. This week has been crazy. My fiance left Saturday for almost three months, and its been hell ever since. After he left and i had a balling session, I take a trip to Davids Bridal with my MOH and planner to order the wedding party dresses, and get up there to find out the broad who helped us out didn't put anything in the computer, so i had never been heard of. You talk about a pissed off bride. It was a wreck, then once that was done, we go to eat, only for my MOH to get food dumped all over her by a waiter. Ahhhh, welcome to just a bit of my world. Last time my fiance left our truck broke down, now all this, plus two test, I know I did horrible on, and even studied hard as hell. I don't know what else is going to go happen. I almost think there's something wrong to where I can't take test, seriously, I freeze, the paper becomes a blank, but its embarrassing. Well, now that I have vented, and just gave ya a gist of the week, Ill be back soon, hopefully with no tears in tale.